Do you know? How much it hurts To be pathetic ! I hate to be pathetic Everyone does , But every and every second I am being pathetic in your eyes , You made me pathetic , All the bruises in my body Makes me secured and fortified But all the cuts in my heart Makes me pathetic, I am not myself I couldn’t breathe, Couldn’t sleep, couldn’t be my own Because I am vulnerable, And again seeking myself Searching for the one Who I was once β¦β¦..
I never felt a heartbreak Even at the verge of death , But now you make me sick Your absence makes me grow lonelier, The day you came into my life, Like a blue moon , Was the most beautiful day of my life But now ! I feel like why did we meet? Because deep down my emotions Are vulnerable to you The one who prioritised me , Is no longer cherishing my presence; She can live a day without me And made me live in hell without you , Like Shakespeare’s imagery I want to treasure her presence Even if it was for an hour, I remember those days , When I used to sleep in your warm embrace When I got addicted to yourΒ secure smell, Which even my mother failed to provide, Now that I am addicted to you I am afraid of losing you again So when you called me into your embrace, I neglected it as I don’t want to suffer again, I don’t want to lose myself into you again I now feel like a lost Princess Who’s stuck in a snow storm, Screaming her lungs out But her voice is Frozen Cannot be heard by the woods Yet waiting for the right time to recover
Do you think Suicide is a foolish act ? Is it a reck less thought? Are suiciders spineless folks?
I say no ! Few agree so!
Raising the gifted arm, Feeling guilt for the merciless deed Slowly tears flourish as flood , Flows into thy cheek , As River seen a Rain , Your hand picks up The most precious weapon,in pain , Tearing apart , Each cell, Each tissue Each ligament, Each layer of skin, Finally breaking The most trembling part of nervous system, I can witness something, I can witness something, As red as rubies But flows as blood Drop by drop , Making visible view to a blurry one
Oh! Oh! I can’t see? Yep you fainted Am I alive ? No , you are not . A dead yet alive soul , Grateful for my act , I am freed from guilt at last , But , Erase my every memory Not even the happier one I need Erase me as myself, Help me thine , Oh lord , Forgetting all , The only permanent medication For THY soul.
Still do you consider suiciders don’t suffer pain ? Are they spineless?
Life , the word which has ups and downs, which pulls our leg , which shows poverty , which shows prosperity, which shows pride, the fall and also shows the world that the love longings and the sufferings between each other .
Happiness may appear different for different people. It may appear once in a blue moon to some and it may appear as flocks together to some .
The thing which is called as love blooms unexpected but that does not have any restriction and it need not to be the love between opposite gender , it may be the fatherly love , the parental love, the sibling love , the friendly love , nature love etc….
Even Bathsheeba – the character from Thomas Hardy’s novel of Wessex felt some suffering, longings. She felt the pain , she missed Gabriel oak who supported her throughout her life and suddenly left her because she didn’t feel the same way as him . But when he left her she felt that emptiness. This is an example of the longing hearts .
BLENDED SOULMATE .β€οΈβ€οΈ
With you and me Like a blazeful smile, Every trouble faded When you came into my life,
Your soul is my confidence, Your presence is my Life My fabrication is enhanced, As I dream everyday, About your existence!!
Even your imaginary presence Pierces my heart β€οΈ And so creates Butterfly effect Pursuing me to live , In this beautiful world forever,
Not impressed by your color, Not even by your appearance, Rather by your character That no men had and I have never seen.
I composed my whole world, In your presence With you and me Our souls intertwined Like Rain and soil To produce PETRICHER.
Everyday in my dream I try to hold your hand But suddenly at the gleam You fade away along the slant,
During the autumn, In the gloomy crespecular Evening, I am walking along the road, Longing for your serendipity,
When I try to mellow Your memories haunt me, Not letting me to do my chores
Give me a way chim chim ,
You became the ray of hope, And , Why do you take away my Every scope,
Don’t let me down in this stygian World,
You and I are a kind of the TENEBRISM, Born in shadow And , Fade in love,β€οΈππ
And my character prays Always for you , my beloved,
With love ——- Deepika s
This is an accurate literary example that absence makes the heart grow fonder
Every human being in this world is worth living. But when it comes to work or success or importance in gender , females suffer a lot . I don’t oppose men and their achievements . I am trying to reflect my ideas based on every woman’s life .
A woman – an Angel π
Gives birth – a mother
Leads you – a sister
Shepherds you – a teacher
Shares your feeling- a bestie
Cares you – a wife
And so she is the wheel of life .
A woman or a girl continues her journey throughout everyone’s life in an important and specific manner . No can fill the space and her place.
But there are many hidden feelings and untold miseries which are buried deep inside her.
A woman basically suffers physically, mentally, emotionally like a triangle which encloses her from all the sides .
She experiences all kinds of disasters and unpleasant situations. As a girl , she is abused and tortured by lascivious person.
As a woman, many are cornered by situation,many are bullied and many are made to attempt suicide.
As a mother , she sacrifices everything regardlessly to her family from her parents to her children and grandchildren.
But beyond all these journey she has her own feeling ,her own thought , her own ambition and her own Dreamland.
A very important note is that all women are sexually assaulted by men and they were forbidden to wear some of their favorite dresses which may be short or tight . They restrict women to go alone outside just to protect them but they don’t teach men not to look at a girl in a disrespectful manner . Why all these people stop or forbid girls , always restrict girls from their freedom and thoughts? Rather why don’t they try to teach a man how to respect a girl , her emotion? ………………………….
The great poet HOPKINS in his poem SPRING AND FALL expressed the innocence and kind-hearted nature of a girl child named Margaret.
Margaret cries for the leaves which have died and fallen off the trees of the forest Golden Grove.
So, not only men, all women,all humans,all Angels,,
Let’s respect woman
Give her an importance
Giver her a value
Think her as a treasure
And accept and make her one among everyone.
It’s not my pessimistic opinion or opposing statement.its my request !!!!.
GIVE YOUR HAND TO THE NEED, WHOEVER IT IS.
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With you and me Like a blazeful smile, Every trouble faded When you came into my life, Your soul is my confidence, Your presence is my Life My fabrication is enhanced, As I dream everyday, About your existence!!
Even your imaginary presence Pierces my heart β€οΈ And so creates Butterfly effect Pursuing me to live , In this beautiful world forever,
Not impressed by your color, Not even by your appearance, Rather by your character That no men had and I have never seen.
I composed my whole world, In your presence With you and me Our souls intertwined Like Rain and soil To produce PETRICHER.
Everyday in my dream I try to hold your hand But suddenly at the gleam You fade away along the slant,
During the autumn, In the gloomy crespecular Evening, I am walking along the road, Longing for your serendipity,
When I try to mellow Your memories haunt me, Not letting me to do my chores
Give me a way chim chim ,
You became the ray of hope, And , Why do you take away my Every scope,
Don’t let me down in this stygian World,
You and I are a kind of the TENEBRISM, Born in shadow And , Fade in love,β€οΈππ And my character prays Always for you , my beloved,
Rather than being a citizen, I am a Reticent I hold the theme “Love yourself” Get your medicine, From your seclusion, With nature by de-stress, Want a great sense of pleasure ?? Want a less sense of void ?? Then enjoy it through your desolation Rather from socialization Who can bring you peace and joy? None than you Like an owl I rest alone, Like a carnation I bloom alone, Like a cosmos flower , I Wait until a fall , To bloom beautifully, I am not a patient, Who feels forlorn Rather , I am an Angel Who blesses all By being alone. _DEEPIKA .S
Enjoy your seclusion
See it as a best resolution not as a disease .
Anything can be solved through your seclusion
Whoever the person might be , your beloved parents, your lover , your husband ……. But one day they might also leave you but you are always with you and for you .