Do you know? How much it hurts To be pathetic ! I hate to be pathetic Everyone does , But every and every second I am being pathetic in your eyes , You made me pathetic , All the bruises in my body Makes me secured and fortified But all the cuts in my heart Makes me pathetic, I am not myself I couldn’t breathe, Couldn’t sleep, couldn’t be my own Because I am vulnerable, And again seeking myself Searching for the one Who I was once β¦β¦..
I never felt a heartbreak Even at the verge of death , But now you make me sick Your absence makes me grow lonelier, The day you came into my life, Like a blue moon , Was the most beautiful day of my life But now ! I feel like why did we meet? Because deep down my emotions Are vulnerable to you The one who prioritised me , Is no longer cherishing my presence; She can live a day without me And made me live in hell without you , Like Shakespeare’s imagery I want to treasure her presence Even if it was for an hour, I remember those days , When I used to sleep in your warm embrace When I got addicted to yourΒ secure smell, Which even my mother failed to provide, Now that I am addicted to you I am afraid of losing you again So when you called me into your embrace, I neglected it as I don’t want to suffer again, I don’t want to lose myself into you again I now feel like a lost Princess Who’s stuck in a snow storm, Screaming her lungs out But her voice is Frozen Cannot be heard by the woods Yet waiting for the right time to recover